I was on for about 5 minutes when I discovered a 'facebook tool' that allows you to see every status you have ever left on facebook.
When I got to the ones from a year ago,
I then had this strong feeling to take pictures.
So I grabbed my camera and we took pictures for the rest of the night.
(besides one picture from hunting,these were the very last pictures taken of him)
After going to Village Inn with Him Josh and Terri that night, He dropped me off at my house and gave me a hug goodbye in my driveway. I walked to my door and then turned and watched him get in his car and drive away...
That night I went to bed and had the WORST dream I have ever had in my life.
Let me tell you a little about this dream that I so clearly remember:
I was pregnant and walking down a highway with Dustin and we were both looking for Andrea.
(I am crying just thinking about it. I love you Andrea)
That was when I woke up...
Then I went upstairs to my mom and sobbed and sobbed as I tried choking out this nightmare.
I kept telling my mom that I just had this horrible feeling and I didn't know why.
8 days later, on his way home, he was killed in a car accident.
It has been an entire year since then and I still remember all of it so clearly...
but I never really thought much about that dream again until I read this status update last night:
[Andee] just woke up bawling from a bad dream. I have never woken up so upset in my life! I can't stop crying...:S --10.3.08 17:22:22
The way I felt afterward was definitely not a feeling I have after every nightmare...
I think that if I had listened more to that dream,
Life Lesson:Don't turn down an opportunity to be with
someone just because you aren't in a good mood.