I'm a very stubborn person.
When something upsets me and I'm in a stressful moment of my life...
I don't give in easily.
especially when someone TELLS me to do it.
and it was definitely hard for me to get over the comment from "Anonymous".
In all reality,
it wasn't even that bad.
I over reacted.
I was hurt nonetheless.
that comes with having a blog. Especially one like this.
I need to accept that and learn to respond more...appropriately.
I was feeling really guilty the other day, driving home from work and had decided I was going to make a post to apologize for the way I reacted.
I got home and read this:
Lechelle thank you for your point of view. I very much understand what you are saying. I would like to apologize to the original blog owner/poster for the previous comments I made. I didn't mean for them to be as offensive as they came off. I think I may have taken some of the context the wrong way. I don't think adoption is a negative, selfish or easy thing to do at all. I was just offended by the thought that someone would suggest it was easier than parenting a child. Anyway I will leave it at that as what I say seems to rub a lot of people on this blog the wrong way. :/
After reading this,
I felt even more guilty.
here's my sincere apology for the way I acted to everyone... including anonymous.
I need to accept the fact that not everyone will agree.
I should have responded better than I did.
I'm sorry. I will definitely work on not blogging when I'm angry!!