mmmhmm

I've got another rainbow going on.

But this time,

a bright, amazing, lovely, never ending rainbow.
(and it even actually POURED rain today)

100,000,000,000 times better than the last.

You're gonna have to excuse me.

I'm basking in the moment.

I will tell you the story....

Soon :)

This is why I love Carrie Underwood.

 Such an Amazing, Talented, AWESOME Woman.

She's my Idol.

HEART IS FULL

I was going to write this post the day after mothers day,

but my life is so busy that I never had time to finish it.

SO I'm sorry.

In all honesty,

I was expecting birthmothers/mothers day to be BAD.

I was not looking forward to either of them and almost started crying everytime I would think/talk about it.

Here is an example of how my day actually went:

* I woke up.

[The night before at like one in the morning I posted my Adoption Video on facebook.

I felt like I should do SOMETHING for birthmothers day. Especially since it seemed most of the other birthmom friends I have on facebook were already doing it.]

I got on facebook before getting ready for the birthmom walk.

I had received probably 8 comments on my video from different people wishing me a happy birthmothers day and saying the SWEETEST things to me.

* One of my very good friends was coming with me to the birthmom walks. He brought me candy, gerber daisys, and a card wishing me a happy birthmothers day. I was SO grateful for that. It wasn't expected and I couldn't stop smiling when he gave them to me.

*We go to the birthmom walk and about10 minutes after getting there, Dustin Andrea and Avery showed up.  We were there for probably a good hour and a half. Avery was ADORABLE and we played with her forever. She is such a light in my life. I felt so peaceful after leaving. I'm SO glad that I can be a part of her life.

* When we were leaving Dustin Andrea and Avery gave me the SWEETEST gift. I got another Willowtree statue that I can add to my collection, Sour patch kids and the CUTEST cards. Avery drew me a picture. Just looking at it melts my heart. Few people can understand how much a picture like that means.

* When I got home from the Walk, I got back on facebook. I had 20 notifications! All of which were from people wishing me a happy birthmothers day and giving me SO much support. I couldn't even believe it. I had SOO MUCH SUPPORT. I got really emotional as I read them all. I can't even explain how grateful I am for all of you. Your support means more than words could ever express.

* I went to work my night shift at work that night...and my COWORKERS were the same way. MAN I love my job. I am SO lucky.

* The next day, Mothers day, Was my good friends homecoming. He just came home from his mission. He is in my ward too! So, I went to Sacramant. I was VERY worried about this to be honest. I wasn't planning on going because it was mothers day and I knew all of the talks would be on mothers. So when I found out his homecoming was this day, I was dreading it.  I got there late because I knew his talk would be last and I thought that might help ease the pain a little.  The last speaker before him was speaking.  Her talk really got to me. She explained in her talk that she understand that mothers day may be a difficult day for some. She made sure to be very sensitive towards this, while still explaining what a gift it is to be a mother.

*When Sacrament was over, they passed out the Annual mothers day gifts. The bishopric stood up and asked that all of the women 18 and graduated stand because they were going to receive that same gift. I LOVE my ward. They are so sensitive to my situation.  I don't think the bishopric even realized how much this meant to me. But I had a really hard time with this last year.  and even then, an amazing woman in my ward got a gift and gave it to me last year. She told me that I was still a mother regardless of whether or not I had a child that I was raising.

*At about 6 on Mothers day I brought Andrea her mothers day present. Avery was there and she was SO sweet. I seriously love the relationship I have with Dustin and Andrea. Thank you Dustin and Andrea. If it wasn't for you, I would not be where I am right now.

I would like to thank EVERYONE that helped me through this. Most of you don't even realize that you contributed. I LOVE everyone in my life. So if you're reading this, consider yourself one of those people.

I hope that your mothers day was as peaceful as mine. I hope that all of the women out there that are in a similar situation as me, or if your someone that feels mothers day is one of your LEAST favorite holidays, I hope you felt the peace that I felt. You deserve it.

 I felt so bad the next day. I was planning on doing the same for all you mothers/expectant/hoping to adopt mothers...but that day was busy. and now I feel kind of selfish. So consider this, a HAPPY BELATED MOTHERS DAY to all of you!!

Not meant to be...

FIRST of all,

I would like to announce that Dustin and Andrea were finally approved to Adopt again!

Spread the word!

You can find their profile HERE!

I'm so excited for this!

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Okay now on to what this post is for:

Last night, I worked until 11.

My mom called me at about 9 and wanted to know if I could stay up until 2:30 to pick up my little brothers because they were going to the midnight showing of Ironman 2 and she had to wake up early. 

I agreed to this and then I texted a VERY good friend of mine to see if he could do something with me until then. He agreed and that was the plan.

By the time I met up with him After work it was about midnight. I told him I was hungry. I know that eating late is SUPER unhealthy, but I was STARVING. I had been working all day. So I suggested that we should go get food at village inn. They're open late right?

He agreed. So we drove to Village inn and as we were walking in the door, the employees were walking out. It closed at Midnight. What the Heck!??! Since when!?

So,

We decided to see if IHOP was still open.

They weren't

SO,

we decided to try Wendys.

We pulled into the drive through and I began looking at the menu.

I found what I wanted and it looked SUPER good.

We were about to order when the lady came on the microphone and said

"sorry, we're closed."

I was SOO mad.

I wanted those Chicken Fingers!!

So, after thinking about it,

We decided to go to Mcdonalds.

I don't like Mcdonalds.

The only thing there that I eat are their snack wraps.

BUT I know they're open for 24 hours.

So,

we drove to Mcdonalds and pulled into the drive through.

the guy came on the Microphone and asked if he could take our order.

I was about to order when he came back on and said

"Oh, before I take your order, we are currently only taking cash. is that okay?"

umm...no. It wasn't okay.

again,

I was MAD!!

I WAS HUNGRY.

apparantly it wasn't meant to be.

haha.

But I didn't care.

I was hungry.

SO,

we decided to try Burger King.

When we got to the drive through for the place,

the lights were on.

After about 30 seconds of sitting there,

the lights all turned off.

At this point, 

we were laughing really hard. 

we were driving all over the valley to get food...this was getting ridiculous

So, 

we decided to try ONE more place. 

We went to a diffrerent Mcdonalds.

and FINALLY,

they were open and both cash AND cards were being accepted!

At least that bought some time right? 

and we had fun.

Birthmothers Day Walk.

There's a birthmothers day walk on Saturday.

...since Saturday is Birth mothers day.

It's at Provo High at 9am.

It's to support birthmothers I guess?

That's what I've been reading lately...

but I think it might be to support adoption like it was last year.

haha

Either way,

I'll be there.

Hopefully I'll see you there as well!

April: Funny Conversations

I have been thinking and I have decided that I'm going to make one post a month about funny conversations that take place in my life during that month.

My blog needs a little more positivity and I have a hilarious family, with two little brothers that don't go a day with out cracking me up and friends that always make me laugh.

So,

Here goes the first month!

I hope others enjoy it as much as I have!

***

Me: It seems like there have been a lot of babies named Calvin lately. It's wierd.

Mom: Calvin? that's random.

Me: Yeah

Joey: (to himself) Just like Alvin and the Chipmunks. (To me) Andee, can we go see Alvin and the Chipmunks?

Me: Sorry Joe, Not today.

Joey: Andee, remember that I love you.

Let's just say it was hard to stick with "no" after that...

***

IN THE CAR DRIVING TO THE TOY STORE

Casey: Joey! Stop it! I don't like that.

Joey: Yeah but I like it.

Casey: But I don't Joey!

Joey: Well do it to me then...

Casey: NO!

*Joey does whatever he is doing to him again*

Casey: JOEY! Stop! How many times do I have to tell you to stop?

Joey: mmm...5 more times.

Casey: STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP.....

***

ON THE WAY BACK HOME FROM THE TOY STORE

(They bought Marbles with the $1 each of them had)

Joey: Casey! Your stink breaths.

Casey: Then don't smell it.

*2 minutes later I hear gagging*

Me: Are you okay Joey?

Joey: Tell Casey to stop breathing on me.

*5 minutes later*

Casey: OW! Joey you just hit me with your Marbles.

Joey: Sorry Casey

Casey: Stop hitting me with your marbles

***

Me: (Answering my phone) Hello?

Mom: Hi, (trying to control her laughing) Dad said that he would rather stab himself in the eye with a hot iron then go to ****** (blocked out for a reason)

Me: (laughing) Why?

Mom: I guess he just really doesn't want to go.

Me: haha okay...

****

G: Opa, How do you get a guy to leave you alone?

Opa: Buy yourself a gun.

****
Alex (text from him):  What are you up to?
Me: I'm taking my Opa on his Errands
Alex: Tell him I say Hi.
Me (to my Opa): Alex says hi
Opa: Alex who?
Me: just a guy I'm dating
Opa: A guy you're dating?? Do I know him?
Me: No.
Opa: He's crazy.
Me (to alex): He says you're crazy
***

Hope your month was filled with awesome conversations like me! :)

I love Tax Day.

Here is Why:

Two years ago yesterday (Tax Day),

I met Dustin and Andrea for the first time EVERR.

We went to cafe rio yesterday to Celebrate.

I can't BELIEVE how big Avery is getting.

When I got there and was walking in,

Andrea and Avery were walking in too and Andrea stopped and said

"Avery who is that?"

and right away Avery replied

"Nanee"

I LOVE that Avery knows who I am.

I LOVE that she can say my name

(she is even getting better. she sometimes says Anee)

She is talking SOOO much now

and

she can say "Ciao" when you tell her goodbye.

It's the cutest thing ever!

I am so so grateful to Dustin and Andrea.

They are the reason that Avery knows who I am.

One of the biggest fears I had after placement was that Avery would never remember who I was.

That everytime I would see her,

I would just be a stranger to her.

But that's not how it is at all.

I LOVE Dustin and Andrea for that.

They haven't ever let me down. 

I am so grateful for them

and 

I am so grateful that they were put in my life. 

Yesterday was a great visit

it reminded me of the Blessings I have

and

it reminded me of the wonderful people that are Avery's parents.

and that is why I love Tax Day.