The best way to make my day

Is seeing this little Angel

& hearing her try to talk.

I love these guys.

(sorry these videos were taken with my phone, and it only records 30 seconds at a time...)

Death

I have been thinking a lot about death lately.

and

I can't get my best friend off my mind.

This is me and Keltson

Keltson passed away last October, due to a fatal car accident.

He was my best friend.

I have never had such a great friend.

After I discovered I was pregnant, I lost all of my friends. They didn't want to have to deal with any of it so they just stopped talking to me.

But not Keltson.

he took me under his wing and helped me deal with the incredibely difficult situation I would be dealing with for the next year of my life.

He was there for me in my time of need. He always knew when to text or call me and knew exactly what to say.

He always knew when I was feeling bad about myself or worthless, and would tell me things like I deserved someone great, and that my future husband is going to be lucky, to make me feel better.

I keep finding myself comparing everyone I date to him.

it's horrible.

Sometimes I wish I didn't think about him so much.

I think it would be easier.

He was seirously the most amazing man I have ever met.

(These pictures were taken the last time I saw him)

Love you Keltson.

Spice up your life

So my roomates and I decided that it would be really cool if we dressed up as the spice girls and made music videos.

SO WE DID!

Unfortunately the videos we made are on Elicia's camera and I have yet to figure out how to put it on my computer. So I only have pictures right now.

WE ROCK!

From top left: Ginger Spice, Baby Spice, Sporty Spice, Posh Spice, & Scary Spice (front).

Me, Elicia, Mandy, Des, and Maren

(Des is Elicia's friend ;) just fyi)

Revenge!!!!

So last night, I fell asleep watching a movie with Mandy and Elicia. They woke me up when it was over so that I could go to bed.

I walk upstairs, brush my teeth, wash my face and put on my pj's. Now understand that I'm doing this in the dark. I do this in the dark most nights, because my roomate goes to bed WAY earlier than I do and I don't want to wake her up. SO, I'm minding my own business when I get into bed and lay down on a soft, but extremely uncomfortable and very large lump. It sounded like plastic bags or something. I reached under my back and realize that whatever this lump is, it's underneath my FITTED sheet.

I was incredibely tired, but knew that I would be unable to sleep unless I got whatever that was OFF of my bed. So I get OUT of bed, reached under the covers, and find this lovely present....

This is not even a quarter of the amount that was in my bed.

I walk out of my room and turn the corner just in time to see Elicia walking out of her room laughing hystercially. "Andee!" she said, out of breath and obviously knowing exactly what is going on. "What the heck is this!?!" I asked, as I also started laughing. I held up the pile of foam and then threw it at her. She and Mandy then both starting laughing even harder. I turned around and walked back into my room to retrieve the rest of the lumpy foam. It took two or three trips to get all of it off my bed, and into their room. Yes I threw it on their floor. By this point I was crying of laughter. I was tired and kind of confused as to why they pulled this weird prank. "You are gonna die Elicia!" I said. "you better watch your back!"

I then tried to go back to bed after this incident. and could not. So thanks to Elicia, I am up at 3 o-clock in the morning with one thing on my mind:

REVENGE!!!!

if anyone has any sweet ideas on how I can get Elicia back, I would love to hear it because so far I have no idea!

happy fog day.

Last Night it was SO foggy outside. If you walked out, you couldn't see more than two feet in front of you.

We were interested to see how it looked if we took a picture.
So we did. This is how it turned out...

Isn't it the coolest thing you've ever seen?

We're freaking awesome!

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My roomate Maren has this game on my roomate Mandy's Nintendo 64.

AWESOME.

I rock at it, and I beat everyone in the house.

INCLUDING MAREN, who is supposedly amazing or something. :)

Mandy thinks that I don't really rock, but I really do.

She put in her BLOG that I THINK I always win it.

But I don't think.

I know I do, and so does she and everyone else.

It isn't an opinion that I always win,

It's a fact

and you can see for yourself if you come watch sometime.

That is all.

Sometimes

Sometimes I feel like I am worth nothing.

Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I just cry.

Sometimes when I'm walking around campus, I feel way too vulnurable and want to hide away from everyone.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm ever going to get what I want in life.

Sometimes I feel bad about myself.

Sometimes I hate myself.

THEN

I read something like

THIS

and then

THIS

Sometimes I feel blessed to have a healthy body

Sometimes I feel like I can do anything

Sometimes I look in the mirror and am grateful that I can get ready on my own

Sometimes I am grateful for a normal life.

Sometimes I appreciate my body

Sometimes I'm happy that I control what I do every day

Sometimes I am grateful for just being able to move.

Sometimes I walk around campus and am proud that I am WALKING

SOMETIMES

I need to be grateful for what I have.

The sisterhood of the traveling glasses

These are my roomate Elicia's glasses 

We all loved these glasses so much, that we had to try them on..and OF COURSE take pictures...

By the time we got to the last person.... We discovered a pattern in each of the pictures. one that we DID NOT plan

Can you figure out the pattern??
Did you notice it too??

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my obsession.

This is my future husband.

Jack Bauer.

The wonderful world of college...

This is me and my roomates (p2) at the Basketball game

It was a pretty intense game, but because Aggies rock, we won!

we were all stoked about it, and when the game was over, we walked back to our apartment...

sadly when we got there we were locked out of our apartment. when we all left, we locked the door thinking one of us had a key..

Unfortunately that was not the case..

We sat around trying to figure out what to do, since housing was closed, and we were NOT about to sleep outside.....

Then this lovely girl came and tried to open it with a card.





sadly. She failed.



Then comes our HOME TEACHER joseph, who thankfully lives next door...

He as well, attempted to open it with a credit card, and he also failed.

Then comes this guy. There is the card that ALWAYS works...

He attempted...and it WORKED!!
YAY!!






This is what happens in College.

lol
oh and P.S...I came to the game in a red shirt because I didn't have a utah state shirt yet....
the OTHER TEAMS COLORS were RED!
So I decided to go fill out the mastercard paper, to get a free shirt.
it was gray but it was a Utah state shirt regardless

Avery Leigh

This is Beautiful Avery Leigh.

She is seriously the cutest baby ever!

These are her awesome parents Dustin and Andrea.

seriously.
two of my closest friends

Avery is the cutest baby, and Dustin and Andrea are awesome parents. Just thought I would let you know :)

HELLO

This is my Blog.

Let's see if I can make it interesting.....